"Uprooting"

I ask God a lot of questions on the daily. But I've noticed recently that God often asks questions, not because He needs information or doesn't know…it's because often, I'm not asking the questions that I need to be asking.

Do you want to get well?

It might not look like it at times, but yes, I do. Do I know what that will cost? No, and that's what scares me. Do I want wholeness enough to merit the sacrifice it will take? Now look who's asking all the questions. I ask questions when I don't want to answer yours. It's a trust issue.

Do you believe me?

It's clear that my query-deflection is not working…I do believe. I believe that listening to what you say and following you alone is what will bring wholeness and healing, but there is unbelief that needs uprooted. Doubts about the unknown and what I can handle.

Ok…you uproot the unbelief and fill the space in my heart with what will grow the little faith I have…

That YOU can handle all that I encounter.
That YOU have a plan that is grounded in the purest love. Love with no strings, no take-backs, no manipulation or lies.  

You are relentless. Thank you for that.